Fever

These days were terrible! I got The flu again before my Day.
I couldn't see my baby. And i was suffering from a high fever.
I had to take many pills, so my sleep hours changed. Now i sleep at Day and wake up at night.
I want Captain to fall in Love with me but he is a womanizer. I think i am obsses with that.
But i would like Peter call me...

Hangover Saturday

My day started with a lot of beers. Every weekend it happens but today i exaggerated a little bit. Who cares? I had fun with new friends especially with my friend with benefits, Peter. Lol
We had a "quickly" hahaha. He is very funny, i like him so much and i would like we are friends but we have a pact no Love just fun.
Then we go to sleep but he want to talk about my baby, yes i had One. I separate last year and unfortunately Mickey lives with his dad.
I didn't want to talk about that so i cried without Peter noticed it.
The worst part was when i realized we are just gonna be friends.
I feel horrible,men just want me to have sex but it is my fault, it is always my fault.
My Day finished with a mix of fever and hangover, and dont forget The depression.

The beginning

I decided to write on a blog because I needed to take out my thoughts while my chaotic life.
Some friends told me that my life is like a soap opera but a turkey one 😅
I will try to write everyday to tell what happen with me like a diary.
I dont want people to judge me, i just wanna say all my thoughts and feelings while practicing my English.
I hope you enjoy my blog.
Have a pinky Day.
Chaitos (byebye with Love)